Have You Dissolved Pushing or Forcing? If not, Lilith will help you!
Lilith wants you to embrace and call back to you the parts of you that you gaze down on trying to hide, those parts you find smoldering with shame, or guilt. Our shadows can be displaced in ways of envy and jealousy, projecting against something when it could actually be a deep held desire that feels too crude, too much, too sexy, too needy, too angry, too much for ourselves to admit or bare, let alone be seen as or with.
This recent new moon brought in a balancing agent through an action-oriented grand cross in the sky. These energies asked us to go deeper, to really look at how we can heal anything that we are angry about in the collective by going within and healing ourselves.
This work takes more willpower than the dopamin-hit producing energy of going into the world saving others, standing for the cause, receiving admiration, high fives, or validation from friends and strangers. We may not get recognition outwardly for this so needed inner work, but this is where the magic happens. Our soul longs for this healing in desperate pleas with all our anger, sadness, shame, guilt and confused feelings of everything taboo.
(And yes you can still outwardly stand for a cause too, just don’t let this cloud that every citizen must keep healing.)
If you’re thinking you have no willpower to do such inner work, think again, as life will gift you synchronicities to stay on this path. You’ll receive high fives through angel number blessings, medicine helpers sightings, intuitive hits, meetings with the perfect new people; healers, and the gift of finding a peace and inner love that will revive you! Yes, it takes discipline, but it is actually more potent than anything else, as you recall parts of yourself. You get to find wholeness, integration and rise like a phoenix to be reborn.
This particular Lilith is in the sign of Libra, calling for justice and balance. Lilith is always looking to stand as an equal anyways. The balance should always come back to finding your own inner authority, as Lilith submits to no one but your authentic, wild, unfettered self. Draw your energy back to you she calls! Beckon in what only belongs to you. Ask those cords of energy to those who aren’t deserving, or to where you are giving your power away to be released! Do it now!
(Remember I’m a Sidereal Astrologer now, placements are not always the same as Western!)
Lilith in Libra with this opposition to the sun and moon desires to rebel! The new moon activates us into new territory, this one being in Aries, asks you to be a pioneer. You may have found yourself very angry this last new moon time, or perhaps sad, as sadness is underneath anger. This is because she calls for the balance of the masculine and feminine within you. She calls for us to reclaim our boundaries before we become resentful, or to scream from the unfairness at how we have done this to ourselves, (often once again shaking our heads). Let that shame drip off you!
How have you allowed yourself to be in too much of your masculine women? How many of you have not stepped into your masculine enough in certain spaces men? Where is the imbalance for YOU, and how can you rectify it?
I shared in my last blog about the struggles I had to maintain a balance with being too much in my masculine in a relationship. But that it could have been a number of circumstances out of my control that created it, along with the patterns I was in. Either way, Lilith will work like an eclipse to transform from this new moon as she is square to Pluto, the god of Hell, who asks us to dive deep into the underworld. This, along with the eclipse, will take away and cut out what is no longer ours, or no longer serving us.
This last eclipse came in with that tornado-like effect it sometimes has, as I found myself in a tailspin uncoupling. What transformations are coming for you since the eclipses? Some things are already shifting for us. And remember these will continue to unfold for the next five months, so we may not know all that lies ahead, but Lilith will show us what we need to examine if we are brave enough to look closely.
In what areas is the divine feminine energy showing you how you have been pushing, forcing or trying too hard? These ways of being are dissolving, whether we recognize it, or want them to or not sometimes! And as you can hear in the latest April Phoenix Rising video below, the Lilith energy wants resolve.
Our shadows need to be seen. We need to find gentle ways to come in and tend to the garden of our heart. To weed out the parts of us that we have disowned, that we don’t like or don’t want to look at. How can we allow ourselves pleasure, to be sexual, to express who we truly are, to accept all of it and be whole? Let us rise like the phoenix as we purge and purify.